My World Is My Mind

04:28 pm - Bye bye Live Journal!

I have decided to stop using my live journal. I'm going to make it completely private in order to keep all of my old memories here for my own reflection (like a real diary should be), and blog only at my website diary and on my My Space Blog.

That's where you can find me if you're interested.

My life has become too busy to spread myself so thin and it's been ages since I posted here on a regular basis so it's time.

Ciao!

03:00 pm - I Bought A House!

I haven't posted here in 37 weeks. A lot has happened. Mainly, sickchixxx.com is redesigned, back up and now totally under my control. Ummm...I have done too much to list so just read my blogs on MySpace if you care about my misadventures and travels.

For the last two weeks I have been in negotiation to buy this incredible estate here in Flint.

Well, they accepted my offer today so I am in there!!!

Contrary to what some people think, Flint DOES have some excellent areas and since I have been pleased since I got here in 2005 I decided to bite the bullet and buy a home. The neighborhood is very much like Hancock Park in Los Angeles with old mansions etc.

And what a home it is!!

4 bedroom, 4.5 bath estate

3860 sq. ft on 1.6 acres of land with a private drive and a huge basement that will become my dungeon. No pics of the basement yet, sorry. These are from the realtor. I wish I had more to share. I will share more as I move in next month!



Front of the house (will need new spooky gray paint)


Back of the house, not visible a bridge over a pond where my koi will live!


Huge deck and inground pool with a pool house!


Inside the pool house there is a hot tub!


Giant kitchen, will need new steel appliances to my taste


Huge formal dining room, not..that is the seller's furniture. I want a Saarinen tulip set if possible.


Upstairs hallway and stairs, view into foyer below


Giant master bedroom with a fireplace


Destined to become my home gym, just off kitchen and through dining room opening to deck.


It has a gorgeous library!! A LIBRARY!


Enormous living room

I have plans for the yard. I am going to have planetvector set up the koi pond and build a huge Tiki god for me...and the upstairs hallway will have this painted and stenciled by jellifer



It is an amazing house and needs a little TLC as the family that just moved out was there for over 20 years and it is a little dated in some areas, but nothing I can't handle!

Current Mood: excited

03:18 pm - I'm So Happy!!!!

The shoot today went so well. I just got home. Tony Cupstid, aka Mr. Fabuloso did our makeup. It was me, Empress, Tiger Lily, Rick and Molly was there to style us with her awesome latex clothes.

I did 3 different outfit changes including a totally new look for me, 70s full on disco glam fetish...hard to describe but it was so cool! We did some Victorian stuff too, a great armbinder and a corset dress and Christine got shots of us separately and also in mini-groups.

While Tony was doing my eye makeup so while my eyes were shut I heard everyone sing Happy Birthday and Christine brought me out a cake with candles on it. I started to cry and Tony had to fix my eyes!! They are all so sweet and I am so happy to have such great friends like them inmy life that I can both work with and also bond with on such a great level. I was very touched. It was really so fucking sweet!

My sickchixxx board is under maintenance today so I don't have a journal offering except this. I have to get ready for the Velvet Hammer show.
I am going to wear my slate blue silk Chloe gown with the ivory lace trim with my matching ivory satin Vivienne Westwood heels and i think I will add my glam fox stole too!!

I feel so happy and it's my birthday!! I want to live tonight!! Steve Diet Goedde is coming with Molly, I need to call Elise, Rachel and Steve right now actually to sort out rides and stuff. Christine and Empress can't make it tonight so we are all going out to dinner tomorrow for my birthday dinner. Tonight no time for a sit down dinner so I have my birthday carne asada burrito in front of me waiting to be devoured before I get dressed!!!

A box of books arrived for me today, I love presents! Tim bought me a hot pink vinyl corset with bondage rings on it, a red and black patent scrolled chest corset and a black laceup catsuit with red laces. I am so loved!!

Ok I have to go....maybe I'll write more later!!

04:16 pm - Amazing

Some people can't take no for an answer. I do that quiz from Lisa's journal and mention my 2 enemies (not even by name which shows how obsessive they are and stuck up my ass) and faster than the speed of sound one adds me as a friend. I smell a stalker.

I am NOT your friend. Please remove me from your list of friends, I have blocked you from posting here. I will make any significant posts friends only so if you really want to read nothing but quizes, whatever floats your control-freak boat. You know who you are.

If you change your name I will block you again and your little dog too. My life is not your concern. Stop stalking me, you creepy, obsessive weirdo! You are embarassing yourself and convincing me of your inability to accept loss.

Current Mood: nauseated

02:43 pm - LOLOLOL I am My Captor!!

I really liked this quiz...thanks Styggian, oh bro of mine! This is right on target!

I'm Hades!

Current Mood: amused

03:27 pm - I Too Am Silly

I have joined Styggian as a member of the Ministry of Silly Walks. Walk among us..I dare you!


How silly are you?
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Current Mood: amused

12:55 pm - Oh Oh...More Quizzes!

Which glamour goddess are you? By kjfishie

Current Mood: amused

09:17 pm - Extra Tabasco

Vengo de la tierra del fuego, ten cuidado cuando llames mi nombre!


""Which cocktail are you?""
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Current Mood: amused

09:04 pm - Don't Hate Me Because I'm Beautiful

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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Current Mood: amused

08:58 pm - Dark and Lovely

What's YOUR Writing Style?
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Current Mood: morose

08:33 pm - Wow, Whooduthunkit?

What kind of Goth would you be?
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Current Mood: morose

08:26 pm - Because I'm so Punk, I'm Regular

What kind of punk kid are you?
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Current Mood: restless

08:20 pm - It's Quiz Day and hey>> I LOVED LOTR!!! Twin Towers Coming Soon!!!

What's wrong with loving LOTR???
I am greatky offemded by this quiz..sort of.
I want that fucking Arwen pendant and the crystal Galadrael ring I saw in the Sky Mall on the plane godddammitt!!


Why Will You Go To Hell?
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Current Mood: loved

07:57 pm - I Am Trash (like there was ever a doubt)! Linnea Move Over!

Which Return of the Living Dead Character Are You???
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Current Mood: loved

07:37 pm - Busy Day Of Stuff

Here is my official journal entry for today:

http://www.sickchixxx.com/cgi-bin/ubb/ultimatebb.cgi?ubb=next_topic;f=2;t=000138;go=newer

Current Mood: accomplished

04:32 pm - The Crush Continues

http://artofronan.com/bio.html

It's great being a muse sometimes. I can't stop drooling or offering myself as a subject.

Current Mood: horny

01:50 am - I'm Home!!

I had such a good time in FL, I loved it there. Everyone was so cool!! I am really tired...I need to go to bed. Anything exciting happen while I was gone?

Current Mood: frustrated

02:45 pm - I'm A Rock Star, Suck My Clit You Groupie Bitch!

Which female sex symbol are you?
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Current Mood: frustrated

09:20 pm - Long Day!!

It's not over yet..I have lots of photos to crop tonight from a shoot I did with Christine Kessler. Gotta get it done before I head out to FL and get way ahead on my updates for the site.

I picked up a couple of bottle of a nice Australian cabernet today at Trader Joe's. Yum should be nice. I think I will have a glass later tonight before I go to bed...or maybe while I sit in the bath!! Yeah!!!

I'll let it breathe for awhile, have some Pellegrino torefresh myself (on sale for $1.09). Trader Joe's rules. Got some gyoza there, mushroom fettucini, good stuff. Always with the food, I am.

Speaking of domestic topics, I am in desperate need of a sissy maid or butler to serve me and take a lot of my work load off of me, run my bath, pour my wine, wash my dishes etc..

If this is you or if you know someone interested, refer them to this link:

http://www.sickchixxx.com/ubb/ultimatebb.php?ubb=get_topic;f=1;t=000286

Current Mood: productive

09:37 am - Perfect Day

Ok, keeping journals is time-consuming so I will start each posting from this day forward with a link to my official journal entry of the day like this:

http://www.sickchixxx.com/cgi-bin/ubb/ultimatebb.cgi?ubb=get_topic;f=2;t=000136

Now random ranting. I am off to go run errands, finish my site update etc.

Tomorrow I shoot with Heidi and I am excted because she seems really nice and does great makeup! I love having my makeup done. I do it well myself but it always is nice to feel like a diva and let someone else wield the brushes.

Ok I'm out for now..

Current Mood: creative